Rekindling My Running Passion
Today I reconnected with a friend that I hadn’t spoken with in awhile. It was so nice to laugh with her and reminisce and talk. Truly, she is an amazing lady.
Talking with my pal made me realize that I was desperately missing something in my life. Something essential. Something that has left a void in me.
I desperately miss my running.
You see, this pal was with me when I ran my first marathon. We trained for months together and became very, very close friends.
Our conversation made me realize what I was missing at this point in my life. I am missing the breeze in my hair. The steady sound of feet on the pavement. I am missing the daydreams. The goal setting. I even miss the speed work. (Which is weird because nobody misses speed work.)
When I run I feel like a warrior. I feel strong. Running makes me feel like I am more than just a mother. More than just a suburban housewife. More than just a business woman. When I run I feel like, well, like nothing short of a badass.
It is a passion that most can’t understand or relate to. I know. But it makes me feel ALIVE. And I had forgotten that passion. At least, I thought I did.
Chatting on the phone today with my pal brought it all back to me and put a fire in my belly. So I laced up my shoes, threw in my headphones and rocked out on the treadmill. The experience was exhilarating and totally reminded me of a quote I once saw:
“The longer I run, the smaller my problems become…”
Everyone has passions. Though not the same in size or scope, our passions are what make us come alive. They are gifts given to us that make us unique and special. Have you reconnected with your passions lately?
Twitter: domestksuprhero
says:
Its funny that you posted this today because I have been feeling the exact same way and just this morning I fired up the treadmill after a month hiatus and I kid you not the sucker DIED…literally went haywire and all the buttons started blinking, the fan came on, my Ipod connection went blank, and the incline was going up and down on its own.
Then it flatlined.
I wonder if God is trying to tell me its time to start running outside?
Twitter: mommysstillfab
says:
Girl, I am so with you. You know, I signed up for a 1/2 marathon when Babe was just 5 months old… just so I would have a goal. Now, 2 months before the actual 1/2 I am wondering what the heck I did… I might not be fast, or strong, but the training is helping me focus on me. It’s my time to just enjoy the silence and my breath.
Kudos to your jumpstart. Let me know how you’re doing!
Twitter: ooph
says:
Just ran my first half marathon last weekend and loved every second of it. Running another in May.
You are right, running makes you feel like a badass. So go on girl. Get your groove back.
.-= Stefanie´s last blog ..close your mouth =-.
I am so glad Jen! And honored to share the “badass” connection. May it never be snuffed out and may we run many miles together again…if even in spirit! See you soon. xo
Twitter: dearabbyleigh
says:
i totally get this! i’m addicted to half marathons. wish we were in the same place and could train together. i feel like you tell great stories when doing hills
WORD! I ran a marathons (first and only running race in my life) 2 years ago and felt like a rockstar at the end of EVERY training run. Maybe the best part of the whole thing was when i would do a half-sized training run (like, just 8 miles as opposed to the 16 from the week before) and as i came in the door my husband would look at me with great concern…
“What’s wrong?!”…
“Nothing!”…
“Why are you back so soon?”…
“It was just 8 miles today.”…
“Oh… I am just not used to you being back so soon!”
OH MY GOODNESS! I WASN’T EVEN RUNNING 2 MILES 3 MONTHS AGO!!
I am woman, hear me roar!
And, when you are running, you feel skinny, no matter how flabby you are!
I just had baby #4 and am finally able to start running again. Feels awesome!
I look forward to meeting you in Baltimore at Boot Camp, Jennie!
I totally know how you feel! I began the couch 2 5K running program in October and now I am training for my first 1/2 marathon. I was not a runner earlier in life, but now I love how I feel after a training run. This last Sunday I went out for a 5 mile run. A. FIVE. MILE. run! 6 months ago that wouldn’t have been possible or something I wanted to do.
Running brings me peace.
.-= Stephanie´s last blog ..You’re Only As Old As You Think You Are… =-.
Twitter: 107designs
says:
It’s funny that you posted this, Jen… I had a similar chat with a friend the other day and I promised myself that I’d start running again. I’ve been so focused on my cycling and work that I haven’t put on running shoes in (embarrassed to say) about 9 months. And running is so much better for clearing the cobwebs in your head, you know?
.-= Michael´s last blog ..107designs: Just made a store run for applesauce, bananas, and a new thermometer. Looks like my daughter’s taking the day off school. =-.
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